(-after the Fremen combat curse)
i used to have a simple life
spreading castings through the earth
i was a good gardener;
raked the sand into smooth waves
if you were high enough in
carryalls to appreciate it
but ever since the kanly
pitting harkonnen against atreides
fremen against everyone
(of course i know, i hear just
every blasted thing that shudders
through their bones)
they’ve called me something different
the judge of the desert has opened
the courts of assize, they say
oyez, oyez, oyez!
anyone having business
draw near and you shall be heard
for your machinations have come
to his honour’s full attention
i didn’t want it to be this way —
broke off thousands of my teeth
to give these raging aphids means
to solve disputes all on their own
post butlerian jihad
post machines that could
do the thinking, killing, for them
you aren’t meant to carry a grudge forever:
de minimus non curat lex
— the tooth of the law doesn’t care
for your petty arguments
will bite you soon as see you
as you fight the urge to freeze
or flee from something so enormous
your little hooks exhaust me
i am trying to teach you lessons here:
— the power of the dunes to change
with winds but still be dunes
—some things you have to
bury deep to find your peace, endure
i am coming, i am coming
to show you all my mercy
if you survive, you’ll never
forget that kind of justice
natalie hanna is a queer, disabled, feminist, Middle Eastern, Ottawa-born lawyer. She runs battleaxe press, and has authored twelve chapbooks, including titles with above/ground press, Baseline Press, and collaboratively with Liam Burke, machine dreams, Collusion Books. She is working on her first full length poetry collection. Learn more: https://nhannawriting.wordpress.com.